So...I was just reading my last post and noticed I didn't edit before posting...I actually plan on hanging out with Lori and Susan! Anyway, not a big deal - just a irritation of mine to not edit before posting...oh well - I hope no one holds it against me! I am so excited about going to Chicago. I found out the other day that I have been put on the night shift again! I have decided that my name must trigger a night reaction or something. This will be my third ACE and third night shift. I am flying out on Wednesday and have orientation at the hospital at 3:00 and then am free until my shift starts at 7p.m. on Thursday! This will give me plenty of girl time to hang out with my friends! I'm sure I'll have lots to report...other than at 3:00 a.m. I couldn't keep my eyes open! I am going on the 3rd team for this conversion and by then, you would hope they are up and running and are pretty low maintenance...I'm keeping my fingers crossed. Both my other conversions were like this - so I'm thinking I'm on a trend here.

I also noticed in my last post it was quite boring. I guess I talked about what we had been doing, but the writing seemed blah. Maybe just my opinion - didn't like it though. I won't ramble on though about how bad I wrote - because honestly, not sure that any of my writings are really "good", just my thoughts and all.

On another note, I think I have been having horrible anxiety attacks. It's nothing full blown - but this deep down uneasy feeling that I just can't seem to get rid of. Luckily I didn't experience it today, but it has almost been constant. I'm not quite sure what is causing it, but I can safely say that I'm not a fan! I decided to go the doc anyway - we'll see what she says. Probably that I'm loony and they need to lock me up - well, maybe it's not that serious.

I'm turning in a totally different direction now...I have a question that I posed to myself the other day. Why is it when your children are small, it seems like the days never end...yet in all actuality - the years fly by! What caused this thought? I dropped Zach off for football conditioning on Monday morning at the high school - seriously - high school? My little boy is going to be a freshman and I have to admit - I had tears in my eyes on my way to work. I cried everyday on the way to work for the first week he started kindergarten - hope high school doesn't bring back these tears. I was thinking though about the little ones and how our days sometimes seems like they will never end and how if feels like they will be little forever, yet they are growing up so fast in front of us. I don't know if this makes sense or not - but all I can say is enjoy them while they are young...for what feels like may never end goes by so fast - in the blink of an eye...it's really just that fast!

Until next time...

~~~Dawn